i miss you and i love you. it still hurts everyday to know that your not here. i wish i couldve done something to help you or at least ease your pain in the final days. you were and are a good man. you helped me find myself and i can never forget that. it was a quick 4 years but it was also the best 4 years of my life. im sorry that it happened to you and that there was nothing i could do. once again miss you and love you, you'll always be in my heart.