My Deepest Sympathy. It is so difficult to lose someone you love, and I am so sorry you are going through that. There may be times when it's overwhelming, you can lean on God for help. God promises at Isaiah 41:10: "Do not be afraid, for I am with you. Do not be anxious, for I am your God. I will fortify you, yes, I will help you, I will really hold on to you with my right hand of righteousness." I hope you find it comforting to know that God really cares for you, so much so that he is waiting to help you, "to really hold on to you with his right hand," right when you really need him, to carry you until you can stand on your own. I hope these words give you comfort, and the strength and courage to make it through this difficult time.